I'VE MOVED (:
You're in everyone I see
So tell me,
Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!
& the person who has the most loser-rish life is...
ME.
sigh.
okay, there's nth much to say really. i'm super procrastinating, i'm so dead. mass dance should be fun tho! :D i don't want '07 to be hereeee. aleth would be all alone on 311206.
i keep eating & eating & eating. see gwen, it's not only your house! it's like everytime when i've nth to do. oh dear.
my brain hasn't really been working really. haha. that day i was totally like where did all my friends go! pouts- so i'm being more independent yeah. hooray for me. cheers, half-heartedly
on a brighter note,
taufika says:
and irritating you is like my thanks to you for being the greatest girl.
awwww, you made my day you
okay, i'm gonna bore myself out/gorge my eyes out with the continuation of my dvd watching.
later y'all.
let your heart out.
happy belated JUN!(: we love you plenty!
happy belated JESUS(: you rock my world!
tho there are 12 days of x'mas, so go out and have fun fun fun(:
i love my Christmas, hope yours is good too. wonder if my wishes would come true? hmmm.
she misses him, tskkk.
let your heart out.
it reminds me alot of army daze. real funny & all. still can catch it know! until the 23rd this month. hurry, hurry! heh.
ever felt like just by walking into the room you can feel the misery, melancholy & all negative emotions/vibes that is pouring outta everyone's heart? it's overwhelming & so so scary. last saturday we bid our last farewell to benedict. oh, you.
i also learnt many things.
well, for one, not everyone will know of your death/wake or funneral.
not everyone that has crossed your life's path would know. well, not in time at least.
the guy sitting beside you on the bus snoring away in his seat may never meet you again & let alone knowing his well-being/whereabouts, you don't even know his name.
i guess who i really want at the very last moments of my life wouldn't be, EVERYONE. i hope that at my deathbed, it would be those who have touched/changed my life in several ways & vice versa. & of course, my loved ones(:
life really really never fails to surprise, amaze & shock me. & i've still so much to learn, know & understand. if i were to die tomorrow however, i guess i wouldn't regret? i know my christmas eve would be spent with two people i love, my besties(: aleth feels oh-so-very lucky! tho christmas day would be home alone day. =/ heh.
i just want the best for you,
i want you to be happy.
really, really.
MERRY CHIRSTMAS ONE AND ALL! let us all bask in the glory, love & joy of Jesus. haha. (don't start preaching, please.)
let your heart out.
in loving memory...
rest in peace, will keep you in my prayers. everyone, let's be strong.
i'm shocked & feel so
PLEASE, don't let a death let you realise things. cos the feeling really really
i hope this will make us all stronger. i'm gonna give my parents a hug or kiss right after this. i swear.
by the way,
i love gwen,
ben,
cheryl,
junyi,
niccole,
james,
sarah,
john,
asmara
they were the ones who made thru' this year with me.
a minute of silence if you would.
let your heart out.
how could he go thru the entire day w/o contacting her?
current read : Paulo Coelho's Eleven Minutes. he sound familiar? cos HE wrote The Alchemist. (:
reading keeps me occupied.
reading evokes a certain amount of feelings/emotions. both good & bad.
reading keeps my mind off many other unnecessary things.
reading enriches the mind, allows more opinions/perspective on a given topic.
reading is healthy, just like how milk is(:
so i'm off, to read!
let your heart out.
cherlyn is once again proud she changed her blogskin. except with a glitch with her archives thing. why is it like that? HELP, please.
hope you guys like it!
& i'm outtttttttttttt.
;you could be my love
let your heart out.
i read Jodi Picoult's The Pact OH i so love it(: heh. & here's a quote i found : & ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. but
i do hope you're better. my conscience is haunting me.
on a better note, i'm getting a new blogskin(: & life has been G for good. thanks to all the wonderful people in my life. you know who you are!
thank you for making me laugh so heartily
& let's hope we'll bring more sunshine, laughter & good things into one another's life(((:
i heart you.
i asked gwendalynn (fancy calling you that!) what 3 things she wants for chirstmas. thank you for your third wish dear.
well, what about you? think hard & i'll pray that you'll get it/them(: i think part of one of my wishes for christmas is coming true! hooray, hoorah to the CHIAS. we have
it seems to be a light hearted entry today. unlike those previously thought & typed. goooody(:
good day y'all!
let your heart out.
can't wait to have a blast w my wonderful besties. (who are currently MIA-ing) & am also planning a party with MR. small-eyed & the ever missing MS. minah(: don't kill me dear.
habouring a grievance is a choice;the same as letting go of it is also a choice. WE have a choice in how we decide to respond to it/things.
read it in some magazine! i think it's kinda true? judging from where it came from... but seriously, i think i've let go. of everything. i read thru all my previous entries & i realised so so much.
it's really been a long time since i was really happy.
it's really been a long time since someone has put so much smiles & laughter on my face.
it's so paradoxical that the one person who has made me feel so special, happy and loved can make me feel like nothing, idiotic & worthless. i think many out there would agree/vigouriously nod their heads. the people around me seem to be facing the same situation & we're all struggling to stay afloat/alive. the good thing? we all grow, learn & become stronger. we all know that certain things cannot be forced & that yes, sometimes all it takes is time. i've learnt that i'm not alone. even in my most depressing state, there are others who care & love me with their heart, people who care about what i think & feel. who care about my happiness, who wants the best for me, even if you don't/didn't.
if you ask me, i don't regret. i don't regret losing sleep over everything that's taking place. i don't regret waking up in the middle of the night wondering how things could have come to such a state. i don't regret having to drag my
i'm only sorry that when i am ready to walk away, you wake up & want me to stay.
baby, i can only say i no longer am able to give you anything, anymore.
that maybe, it's too late.
let your heart out.
the zoo is fun-oh-tastic! i love, love, love it! ask me for the
okay, just when i wanna let go, you miraculously convince me to give you a chance to prove yourself & all.
it's like drinking a bowl of hot soup & drinking ice cold water/ice cream immediately. urgh, not a very good feeling there.
stones-
these days i just prefer to keep all the negative/bad feelings inside, i dunno how to let anyone in. it's so tiring sometimes. i've been feeling really tired of everything, really. one day, maybe someday soon i'll snape or sth. when people ask how am i or how life has been, i don't even think about it cos i don't think i've been really good. been a real long time since i've been happy, happy. it's easy to make me laugh but deep down, i'm not actually good. oh life's a
points to my greatest friend,
you say one ah.
from tmr, that is the 4th, back to the books(:
let your heart out.
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