I'VE MOVED (:


You're in everyone I see
So tell me,
Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!

i wanna puke my ass out now, gahh.
goodbye world. i shall join the sandman,
& i wish i were a vortex, uber cool.

& listen to my heart?
my heart's telling me to stop living.
how?

let your heart out.

Y

i'm useless. i'm utterly, completely useless.
that i know.
everything i know is falling into pieces, my grades, relationships with people i care about.
& all because i'm simply too passive, too retarded to do anything to solve them.
i'm a fucking loser,
i lack all forms of motivation, self-discipline to study,
important people are ignoring or seem to be ignoring me. the air of i-can't-be-bothered is all around me.
then again, why would anyone wanna bother with someone i like. i fail.
& what do i do about it? i come here, rant, complain, indulge in self-pity but do nothing about it.
i'm pathetic. really.

let your heart out.

Monday, August 20Y

the big day was super uber big, haha. illustration with big words you see. damn i love the people around me(:
i wouldn't have wanted it any other way, honestly. best day of my year, & something i'll never ever ever forget. all THANKS TO randy low chen long(((((((((:
& all you wonderful people who made the effort to surprise me, i lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove rahhrahhpants, my minahrep clan, best friend, besties & all so much.

i now officially have
one fridge full of cake&drinks,
one cupboard full of hand-designed balloons,
two vases full of flowers,
three boxes full of everything i need to survive on,
HORRAH(:





yay, now to concentrate on my studies aye?

let your heart out.

Friday, August 10Y

; are we happy plastic people,
then we'll close the curtain on this stained glass masquerade

like how i always have the will to fly in my dreams,
i wanna fly away.
please?

let your heart out.

Y

happy belated my darling rahhrahhpants(:
hope it was an absolutely fantastic 18th(: & don't forget our very own celebrations on the 25th! (:

the most important day of the year is in 6 days time, but somehow, i'm not all that excited.






;cos i'm sucha a difficult person to love

let your heart out.

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