You're in everyone I see
So tell me, Do you see me?
Cause I'll see you!
Tuesday, December 18Y
i think i need a pause button for everything, now.
let your heart out.
Monday, December 17Y
i'm not feeling too good. ah well. merry christmas?pffft. maybe its an emotional roller coaster, maybe i'm not strong enough. i can't let it go, i can't forgive, i'm trying, i am. i don't want there to be any grudges. i don't wanna give up. where is the love, really.
If God is for us, who is against us? honestly, the world is. the stronger your faith, belief in sth, the more it'll be tested, i believe. its all so confusing, really. i miss YI DEC'07, that's like my safe haven. "its like YI was theory & reality is practical" tell me about it man, seriously. ah, i should go do my christmas gifts & not feel so yucky now. i miss girlfriend, my intellectual companion & laughing gas. faster come back from your motherland eh, ): i know you'll be happy to see this, haha.
christmas is so bloody overrated la, wth. how many people actually know why they're celebrating it? honestly. its not about the gifts, (tho i wanna give my loved ones the best i can) its not about the sales or shite like that. its about Christ & it should remain about Christ. the whole atmosphere of the spirit of giving; of love, joy & peace shouldn't only be thru the lights along Orchard or the nicest/prettiest tree around. gahh, i wish i knew why i'm celebrating christmas. i feel sad.
; bye, hurry back okay?
let your heart out.
Friday, December 14Y
cherlyn is a whore. like totally. you know what's her deal? it's BIG deal : D haha. yes as i was saying, she's a whore. a facebook whore. she's using some pink phone & she thinks it's like damn cool all. she has a pink file, journal & even a pink colour pencil. oh no, she's been converted to a pink whore now. YIPEE-DOO-DAH-DAY!
dont you think the songs nowadays are so violent! why are the singers such angry people!? 'suicidal suicidal suicidal' -sings & dances where the singers before used to be so curious. 'where is the love?' HEHEHEHE.
;i hope you know you're still a part of me. hold on. hold on to me. hold on. hold on to me. (:
we're currently headbanging to King Of Majesty. she thinks my rabbit is poor thing. HELLO im even worse luh. im a dead chicken. im in a cage, im SO in a cage! she fell off her chair. im continuing im continuing! laugh laugh laugh. im not irritating.
okay bye all, have a good kuchi kuchi nap! heheheh. :D